my first true post.. shit, skul starts tommorow and no band practices til summer school ends grrr what the hell happened tommorow?
well i had a case of ningas kugon, i started a few posts but i never did finish them.. well im still going to paste it here with my first posts becauses they are as well my first posts grrr so these were my unfinished posts [ito ung 1st post ko dun sa isang blog ko, since dito na lang ako magpopost at sa lypo kaya nilagay ko nalang uhm dated 092905...[and i thought my first post would be about school... oh well.. so sembreak or should i say quarter break.. aheheim quite bored and its making me think about so many things... many things about how or what i feel.. im currently using biterrrrrrrrr as my nick and i dont know why.. am i really bitter?? wtf.. why is it that im feeling lonely when there are a other things to be happy about? or is it because im thinking about things that i shouldn't? things that should not be my focus? should i reaaly focus on my studies and just forget about the things that bother me now?? should i just neglect what my heart tells me? should i just neglect most of my feelings and focus on studying?? i dont effing know!!! waaaaaaaaaa sumbudy effing tell me... well i think thats for now.. ill put some more thought to it.. im quite out of my usual thinking right now...]
tapos ito ung una kong post dapat dito na hindi ko natapos at hindi ko na talaga matatapos dahil nadepress ako potek.. ewan.. nyahaha [wenk.... 1st four weeks or month of school..... weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee new klasmeyts.. weeee uhm some old ahihihih pero ok naman.. nyahaha mas madaming klasmeyt na girls unlike last and lastlast nyahaha better.. pero im still bitterrrrrrr nyahaha dunno why nyahaha uhm may bago kong tambayan ngaun.. uhm dun sa 5th floor na rooftop ahihii tama ba? uhm yun kasi malamig yung tubig sa dispenser dun eh tsaka may saksakan pde magcharge at tumawag at tahimik pa tapos madaming nakikita pati ung makati kita ko nyahaha yung bulding na malapit sa mcm nyahaha uhm ayun... uhm yun natawag na pala ako ngaun kasi nagsun ako maibang trip naman nyahahah tsaka mejo mas tipid ahihi.. yun nyahaha anlakas ko tumawa pag nagtatype ewan ko kung bakit ahihi] bakit ako nadepress? ni ko rin alam eh.. nadepress na lang ako ng sobra nagsimula sa maliit na bagay nung anu nyahah sunday? ahihih ayun tapos andami ko ng naisip na mga bagay bagay at kung anuanu na nakakadepress...] there.. im not making sense at all... haay my vacations over.. grrr i just had one month vacation and it bored the hell out of me.... siguro twice lang kami nakapagpractice so there.. stuck sa house.. walang outing dahil walang pera.. grrr so un bandpractice and being with my bandmates and my friends makes me really happy.. kea mis ko na sila.. grr anyways some of them are going to summer school which starts this week i think, well its regular classes for me since quarterm ang school ko, this will be my 4th term and im still a freshman sheeesh... hanggang june freshman pa rin ako.. grr july pa ako magiging sophomore.. haha im a loser...
haay ive been thinking about girls lately... and i realized that i do not really need a girlfriend now.. i just need someone to be with someone i could talk with... someone i could tell anything and it would not bother her.. err uhm i dunno what im saying..
grr ill post this na bago pa maging ningas kugon haaay
tapos ito ung una kong post dapat dito na hindi ko natapos at hindi ko na talaga matatapos dahil nadepress ako potek.. ewan.. nyahaha [wenk.... 1st four weeks or month of school..... weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee new klasmeyts.. weeee uhm some old ahihihih pero ok naman.. nyahaha mas madaming klasmeyt na girls unlike last and lastlast nyahaha better.. pero im still bitterrrrrrr nyahaha dunno why nyahaha uhm may bago kong tambayan ngaun.. uhm dun sa 5th floor na rooftop ahihii tama ba? uhm yun kasi malamig yung tubig sa dispenser dun eh tsaka may saksakan pde magcharge at tumawag at tahimik pa tapos madaming nakikita pati ung makati kita ko nyahaha yung bulding na malapit sa mcm nyahaha uhm ayun... uhm yun natawag na pala ako ngaun kasi nagsun ako maibang trip naman nyahahah tsaka mejo mas tipid ahihi.. yun nyahaha anlakas ko tumawa pag nagtatype ewan ko kung bakit ahihi] bakit ako nadepress? ni ko rin alam eh.. nadepress na lang ako ng sobra nagsimula sa maliit na bagay nung anu nyahah sunday? ahihih ayun tapos andami ko ng naisip na mga bagay bagay at kung anuanu na nakakadepress...] there.. im not making sense at all... haay my vacations over.. grrr i just had one month vacation and it bored the hell out of me.... siguro twice lang kami nakapagpractice so there.. stuck sa house.. walang outing dahil walang pera.. grrr so un bandpractice and being with my bandmates and my friends makes me really happy.. kea mis ko na sila.. grr anyways some of them are going to summer school which starts this week i think, well its regular classes for me since quarterm ang school ko, this will be my 4th term and im still a freshman sheeesh... hanggang june freshman pa rin ako.. grr july pa ako magiging sophomore.. haha im a loser...
haay ive been thinking about girls lately... and i realized that i do not really need a girlfriend now.. i just need someone to be with someone i could talk with... someone i could tell anything and it would not bother her.. err uhm i dunno what im saying..
grr ill post this na bago pa maging ningas kugon haaay
