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"You are the best one, Of the best ones"

The first dream I'm able to remember in weeks

For weeks maybe months now, I can't remember clearly any of my dreams, or as if I'm not dreaming at all. But this morning was different, I remember clearly who I dreamt of and where I was. In fact it was a good dream, i never felt that happy for a long time now, hope I could feel that when I'm not asleep. Okay, so I know that the place was the old building in 999 Buendia st. .... you know where that is.. the happiest part was there on the fourth floor, she was there, still mad at me, we talked and things were ok, not just ok, it got better and the last part which i will keep to myself and then I woke up.. I don't know, it just felt good, I felt happy for a moment. I just want to blog this so I won't forget.


Shit! I'm one hell of an idiot.

I Need You

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me


I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it




Somebody
- Depeche Mode