Hirap na Hirap na Ako...

OO, kung alam MO lang.. kung alam NIO lang... hirap na hirap na ako.. sana tulad na lang ng dati, sana pwedeng magsimula ulit.. kung alam mo lang ang kalagayan ko, kung alam nio lang, at ang pinakanaapektuhan, ang pagaaral ko, dahil naiisip kita, kayo.. bakit ganun? bakit ganito? hindi ba pwedeng ganito? hindi ba pwedeng ganun? hindi na ba mapapatawad? hindi na ba pwedeng magbago? bakit? ikaw, oo ikaw, hinahanap hanap na kita, ang kwentuhan at ang samahan, at ang alam mo na... at IKAW naman, sana naman isipin mo, na masasaktan ako, bakit ka ganun, gumganti ka ba? isipin mo naman, hindi pa naghihilom ang mga sugat ko, manhid ka na rin ba? o ikaw na ang bagong ako? kung alam mo lang, kung alam nio lang..

worried sick

shieeet.. i dont know what to think, what to feel, what to do..

my academics are suffering, I don't know what affected me this term, I don't know what hit me..


Oh, GOD, please make everything all right, you know what this is all about... please... waaaaaa

 This is what's shouting in my head while tears were falling down my eyes: "hirap na hirap na ako..."

What the Hell?

What's happening? I really don't know, because we don't speak to each other anymore.. I know there's something wrong? I'm worried, should I be? Haaaaaaaaay... Why the same song? Grrrr